1st
January
2010
Happy new year to us!
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Will I be happy in the new year?
after 3 continuously sad years I don’t dare to believe that i can have a happy year.
now I feel hopeful but also worried when i heard the words. I am afraid that things will be harsh to me as before. I believe in myself but I don’t believe in the good future which can come to me. i don’t dare, after all before.
Just don’t want to be disappointed or be painful anymore when things go wrong, far from the expectation and hope. That’s very hurt to me.
How long will this thing last for me?
Will you go with me till the end of the road?
Can you just hold me in your arms and keep me stay there forever?
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